On Monday, 10 August, I ran Edinburgh's seven hills to raise awareness and funds for Beat, the UK's eating disorder charity.
29 km, just under six hours of running, and enough elevation gain to make me question my sanity - it was the hardest thing I have ever put myself through!
I started with Arthur's Seat - I had to get the worst one out of the way first - before running to Blackford Hill, the Braid Hills, and Craiglockhart Hill. From there, I headed out to Corstorphine Hill, where I even spotted a couple of zoo animals! I then made my way to Castle Rock at Edinburgh Castle, followed by Calton Hill, before finishing back at Arthur's Seat. I think my body is still in shock!
I chose to take on this challenge for Beat because they provide vital support to people living with eating disorders, which are often complex and misunderstood. Eating disorders aren't simply about food, weight, or appearance, and recovery certainly isn't as straightforward as many people think.
I feel incredibly grateful that my body and mind are now strong enough to take on a challenge like this - something that, at one point in my life, would have felt impossible.
If I could go back and tell my 15-year-old self that one day I would be healthy enough to put myself through a challenge like this, I genuinely think she would laugh in my face.
That's why this means so much more to me than simply completing a physical challenge. I am grateful that my body is strong enough and that my mind is in a place where I can push myself while still recognising the importance of listening to my body and looking after myself along the way.
After a week of reflecting, I can confidently say for the first time in around 12 years: I am doing good. Better than good, I am in control of my body and mind - not my eating disorder.
It truly felt like a turning point. I have completed several races and half-marathons, but this challenge felt different.
Recovery gives you back so much more than food. It gives you back your strength, freedom, experiences, confidence, and the ability to truly live your life. I hope this reaches even one person who is currently struggling and helps them see that their life does not have to be defined by an eating disorder.
Recovery is always worth the fight.
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